Tuesday, November 2, 2010
All things new.
CONFUSION.Is this even normal? I doubt it.
Wow. I am overwhelmed with everything. Everything. So much can happen in 3 days. Chain of events, the chain-reactions lasts forever, at least in my nightmares. I try to forget stuff. I feel ashamed. I feel worthless. I feel violated. I feel like my morals are in question. Whatever did I do wrong to deserve this?
I'm so glad I've got such amazing friends by my side.
That's still going to leave a scar though. Scars don't fade easily. Everything I see reminds me of stuff I don't want to remember. Horrible incidents. Flashbacks that create a thunderstorm in me. The unforgettable.
Wow, and I thought for once, I'd be happy with so many new experiences. :(
With Love,
