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Monday, August 10, 2009


So weird.





For the past few weeks, I haven't been feeling well. Not physically.. I don't know how to describe it.
Probably mood swings a hundred times worse than PMS.
I swear, people have really screwed up my mind somehow.
I don't even feel like I know what I'm heading for. Dudes, this may sound like emotional crap, but I swear, it's really weird.
I have this painful feeling that smething really awful is going to happen. I don't know what, I don't know when. I can only say that it's going to be horrible; catastrophic, simply.

I'm usually quite optimistic, and I don't believe in negative vibes being contagious. Somehow, these few weeks were different. I feel like I'm in a different universe, where I collect all the negative vibes. I don't want to be a retarded emo freak who thinks about slashing. I won't go to that extent.

Have you ever felt happy about your friend's happiness? Don't you feel the joy when you see their faces light up with smiles? I practically live for these smiles. Now, whenever I see these smiles, I feel joy, but there's also a twinge of envy and a glow of sadness radiating everywhere. Damn, why?!?

I feel lost, like a lonely swan, heading to nowhere. Deep down, I know the cause of this crappy feeling. Somehow, I don't have the guts to share it with the world.


With Love,

Me, me, me, me.



PARVEEN :)
14 September '93.
Singapore.

Who?


Hey. :)
Masterdebater. (Read it wrong at first?)
Queen of nostalgia. I'm gay like that. :)
Pretty tough to crack, I'd like to think.
Socially awkward at times.
I love sarcasm, humour and optimism... Or do I?
Life's too short to get upset all the time.
Grammar Nazi, guilty as charged.

Pretty well-developed moral compass. Try me.
I admire sarcasm, intellect and brains, but I get awfully lame at times.
Still waiting for romeo.
(I know right?)

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