Sunday, August 3, 2008
Hassles in thought.
I miss Cambodia! :(
A little shy girl I met in the primary school there. While I was taking pictures with the others, she was standing at the corner quietly looking at us. So I grabbed her and snapped one photograph with her. I hope I made her day. (:
Oh yes, I love this place. It's like, behind the silk factory. This is where they get their silkworms from.
" It's not all about your abilities anymore. It's a constant battle with yourself. How long can you last? "
No, I was not kidnapped by some aliens and taken to Uranus for some testing. Nor was I in the hospital because some crazy idiot knocked me out. I was away because of the GARGANTUAN workload. I reckon many of us might be feeling the same way ever since our June holidays ended. It's like time is flying twice as fast, and you really cannot catch up. I guess it's true, time and tide wait for no men. You just have to put your game face on, and give it your best.
I think I want to give everyone, including me, some motiation and inspiration.
We came so far. I remember last year, I was striving for the Science Stream (to be more specific, triple sciences). I remember the days when we got the slip of paper to choose our subject combination, even before the streaming. I remember the day when I got back my Mathematics paper...
That very day, we had the Guides' cookie sale in the canteen. I remember everyone asking me why I was crying. It was the first time I lost confidence in myself. I felt the uncertainty; the feeling that I wouldn't get into my dream class, wouldn't make my parents proud. I got in, and I didn't feel like I derserved it. So I pushed myself harder, so that I could convince myself that indeed, I do deserve it.
I guess by constantly reminding myself about last year, I try to motivate myself. These days, I feel increasingly tired. You know, the feeling that I just want to give up and see what happens.
AHH!
Ignore my rants. Built up frustrations are explosive, like a time bomb. Remember to keep track, or you may just blow up one day. (:
I cut my hair, and now its really really short. Haha, I hope it's okay.
The "SCARIEST" ride in Genting. Super fun! It's really high.
See! It's covered by clouds! Haha! I miss that.
It was never about you. It took me so long to realise. Haha.
Labels: Whispering moments.
With Love,
